A long story.

It has been a long road since i last updated.

Life has been a bitch and seriously damn freaking bored since I've been in Sembawang for driving course. What's worst is that i'm postes tk Seletar camp.

Driving course was fun. Having fun with my mates. For two months, we endured the mental torture together whicb wss a good experience for me as I get to know them better. I see people cry for failing their driving test. And I realised how precious is a driving license to one. And I get to understand the nature of people driving and riding. And how important it is to know such dangers when I'm on the road.

Not forgetting, during the driving course, I was unable to leave camp for a week. Haha. Because i was caught bringing in a camera phone. Hahaha!! That's the most memorable thing ever.

So when it was over, I felt relieved having my military license. Knowing i was going to be posted out to a node soon, i couldn't be happier. One thing about being driver is that we have one leg in detention barrack. A single mistake can bring both our legs in detention barrack. What's worst than that is that we won't be getting our civilian license. Just think about this. Travelling on the expressway at 50km/h. How slow can that be. Lane changing is a difficulty. And at times, we drive those vehicle with no air-conditioner and no radio. That's just a little about the risk we face each and everyday.

So yeah, I was posted to Seletar node. The second worst node a driver fron Transport Hub East can be in. First would be Bedok camp, who is supporting the Guards. Seletar is well known for the transport leader. MSG S S Ee. Known for his bad temper and actions. Many would say those in Seletar node would be unlucky. But to me, we're lucky because he enforce good discipline in us which is good for us in the future. Many just don't think of it that way.

I made new friends, with different background and character. And learnt how to survive in the camp. Just by being a two face nice guy in front of my transprot leader. Haha!! Well, it's a good thing is works. And still surviving with it.

Soon after, I had to start staying in. The worst thing that can ever happen to transport operator who is posted to Seletar node. The bunkmaes are okay. It's just the bunk. For your information, the buldings in Seletar camp have been there since before World War 2. And no changes have been made till now. So you can imagine how bad the bunk conditions are. The stains in the toilet are so 'words undescribe'. And the beds never change from i don't know when. We have to brig our own bedsheets and pillow case. How pathetic can that be? It's a real hell down here. So yeah. I'm doing this update in bunk. Haha!!

But it's okay. Just 11 months more to go.

Stop.

Things had change alot during that time. I really had change. I've been losing weight and wasted my time on things that didn't bring any good. Yeah. I was bad. ACNE CAME. That bad till no one would imagine a geeky guy like me would do. And till I've dissapointed some friends and lost them. I had a mindset. Which was stop being nice to people and have my own kind of fun. Maybe I was just depressed during that point of them. Or just to get some things off my mind. What could I be depressed of? What kind of things I would want to be off my mind? You'll know one day. But now, to hell with it!!

I have finally finish paying off my bike installment.

And then, Ramadhan came by. I admit. I wasnt a good boy. I only had fast for 3 days even though I had the chance to stay out. I wasted 27 days not fasting by ... Let me just so say that I was not bothered to fast. Days during Ramadhan pass by really fast. Without knowing, Syawal came.

It gave me a good knock on my head. I realised how sacred it was. How precious it was. How sad people can be when it leaves us. Yes. I'm talking about Ramadhan. When it left, and I listen to takbir, it really made me feel fucked up. Like it gave me a good flashback on the bad things I have done. And I vowed that morning.

Till here.